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Isaiah 43:10 Ye are my witness, saith the Lord, and my servant whom I have chosen: that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me. (kjv)

Before, I go on any further, I want to relate to you now, the events that occurred: which led me to the New Age Philosophy. I had decided to get some professional help, for some things that had happened in my childhood, that was really affecting my life. So, I went to a clinic. They told me about one of the nurses there, who specialized in a form of treatment that they thought would help me, so, I made an appointment to see him. He did this type of therapy, where, through a form of relaxation, I was able to go back to my childhood and deal with hurts, I had been through.

On the last visit, something unusual happened. All of a sudden, I couldn't breathe properly and started coughing uncontrollably. Then I saw a face of a friend who had passed away recently. When he died, I knew he was going to, but I just wouldn't believe, that he would die so soon. When he died, I felt guilty, that I hadn't put in more of an effort to be with him and here he was now saying, "Debbie, it doesn't matter. I know you were my friend. It's okay." I told the nurse and he said he wasn't sure about it, so I told him that I really felt I was right and didn't need to see him any more and that because this event came up it must have meant that I had dealt with everything else.

I went home. About a week later, I was sitting on the couch watching television with my husband, when the next thing I knew, I came out of the most incredible experience of my life. I turned to my husband and asked, "what was I doing just then, was I asleep, awake, or what?" He, of course, just looked at me as if I was stupid and I told him what had just happened. I said, "one minute I was sitting there watching TV and the next I was surrounded by the most incredible love I had ever known. Then a voice started talking to me. I forgot most of what it was saying, but I know it talked all about reincarnation, and everything." Before this happened, I did not believe in reincarnation, but when I came out of this experience, I did. My husband didn't even comment. He just gave me an incredulous look and went back to watching the TV.

I believed in ghosts and related paranormal things, because I had been told about psychic things that my Grandparents and my parents had been told and seen. These two things were really on my mind and I wondered, who I could see to explain them. I never once, thought to go to a church and ask, I just didn't think they would know about spiritual things. In the end, I rang a clairvoyant out of the newspaper. I decided I would go and ask her two questions. The first was, "Was that really my friend, I had seen?" The second was, "was that really God, that I had felt seen and heard?"